I thank God for my emptiness. It is like a gift wrapped haphazardly by the Giver in an unappealing wrapper. You wouldn’t know how beautiful it is until you’ve opened it. If it wasn’t for that hungry pang for something better, I wouldn’t have strived harder. If it wasn’t for that emptiness, I wouldn’t have been desperate to search for an answer. I would have been complacent. I might have been living contentedly with “just enough”.Your emptiness can do stupendous things in your life.
The last 2 years of my life have been a hurricane. I moved away from home because of family complications. I had to move to a totally different environment. It was with family, but I always felt like an outsider. The hardest part of the struggle I was going through was that the year it all went south, I had just started to pray and fast.I participated in my very first Daniel Fast and shortly after the fasting was over, all hell literally broke loose.
I have this plant in my yard called a Bougainvillea. When I first got it, I put it in a pot and set it in the flower bed so that it could be watered with the rest of the plants when the sprinklers came on. One day I looked out, and it was blooming beautifully! The Bougainvillea is a bushy type of plant with gorgeous pink flowers all over it. I decided to move the pot to our back porch so that I could see it better and enjoy the blooms. I walked outside and gave the pot a good tug, but it didn't budge.
I had a roller coaster ride that almost drove me out of my wits two years ago. I transformed into the monster that I did not know existed. I felt anger so intense it almost consumed me. At one point, I really think it did. I made wrong decisions, spoke words of contempt, cursed a couple of people (and myself), stayed up late thinking, plotting, and lashing myself with an invisible whip until I was left exhausted physically, emotionally and spiritually. It was a nightmare. I was murdered emotionally
Award Winning Gospel Artist, Performer and Worshiper Ntokozo Mbambo finally launches her own website. The website is absolutely great; I love the layout, the content and basically the ‘access’ to knowing who Ntokozo Mbambo is, the awesome gallery, info on events, bookings, etc.You can check the website out here www.ntokozombambo.com , you gonna love Ntokozo Mbambo more and more. May God continue to shine His light on her!
South Africa's most adored ensemble will journey to the city of the stars, Polokwane to provide a once in a life time spiritually uplifting concert. On the 13th September at the Meropa Casino Lawn, this award winning choir will rise to the stage and perform songs from their recently released 18th rendition titled "One Purpose" that has songs such as "Bhekani Kujehova", “Modimo Ali Teng" and Ntate Ke Mang that have had fans up on their feet during the entire 2014 tour.
Proverbs 3:6 “Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.”
Allow me to start by asking this; whenever you have a desire, be it a dream, a goal, etc: how do you go about presenting it to God, how do you get God involved in it? Do you say “Dear God I need this job, can I please have it because I really need it? Or do you say “Dear God, I’d so love to get that job because I really need it; if it is what it is your will for me to have it, let it be.